Girlfriend has been diagnosed with endometriosis. Without getting really into it, we haven’t had sex in about 2 1/2 to 3 months because it causes her pain now. I feel like shit because resentment is building up. I go ahead and grab a beer because I don’t want to be resentful and it makes it go away. It’s getting to like 3 times a week now, with the occasional 4.

Or, I go to a bar to grab a couple. Beer makes me friendly and sociable, and I meet women and have good conversations. Feels nice to get some attention and everyone being 2 or three drinks in means it’s always a good time.

Just rough. I feel pathetic for drinking so often but when I don’t drink I feel pathetic for not being able to sleep with my own girlfriend.