So I’m seeing a married man and his wife doesn’t know about me. Anyways stupid me caught feelings for him.. Anyways he pocket dialed me one evening and I could hear him and his wife not having sex but being playful and a lot of flirting/pillow talk. I could also hear what sounded like lips smacking and making out before the phone disconnected.

I was extremely upset and jealous and had knots in my tummy. But I was extremely wet and anxious. I could best correlate it how you feel when you’re sexually frustrated.

Anyways since that night I have found my self using my vibe and my mind will start wondering what he is doing with her.. does he fuck her and tell her the same things as he does me? Does she make sure he’s satisfied and fully relaxed like I do?

I will often end up texting him hi or hello, how was your day, something non sexual to see if he is interested in me other than sex.. but I also won’t allow myself to cum until he acknowledges me. And when he does I have a massive O.

I’m interested in hearing from other queens and wondering how they started and what feelings they felt.