When I was younger I was a jealous thing. I would think my partner was cheating even when he wasn't and in the end I learned that it was my own insecurities that were the problem. It's also how I learned that I got off on the prospect of my partner cheating.

May years ago I had the opportunity to go through a partner's phone. Curiosity got the better of me and I looked at his IG messages.

He wasn't cheating...yet, but I could see some messages with a girl that were more than friendly.

I put the phone down and didn't want to see anymore.....my heart was pounding...I was jealous...I was also highly aroused.

I couldn't stop thinking about the messages. That night, I fucked and sucked my man like a woman possessed. I asked him how good my pussy felt...am I the best you have had?

I was reclaiming my man in my head.

He fell asleep and I silently fingered myself...I am a juicy girl once warmed up and I was very warmed up.

I was confused at how hard I could orgasm thinking about being cheated on....back then I was ashamed...which then cycled to making me more horny.

We eventually broke up and I found man who liked to take my fantasy and make it a reality. Those were some good times:)

More to come. x