Wow, wow, wow, I can’t believe it. I’m doing this. I’m really doing this. I was here, at the restaurant we chose to meet. I had done every possible thing that I could think of to prepare for tonight. I took a nice long bath followed by a short shower. I put on makeup to look my best. I wore my favorite perfume. My hair is just like my husband said he liked it.

My man is in my mind, but we are both wanting this for me. We are in love and that’s how it will stay. Now though I get to focus on me and Holy Shit I’m really doing this. I noticed I was shaking a little. The butterflies in my stomach were fluttering away. I wasn’t going to chicken out now. I can’t. I want this. I keep thinking about it and I know it’s not wrong. I have pleasured myself one to many nights at the thought of it to turn back now when I can have it for real.

“Hello there” came a voice from behind me. I knew the voice from phone calls. I could feel my breathing get faster and heavier. I instantly felt both excited and nervous fear. It was her, I Know it’s Her. That voice that I have rubbed myself so passionately hearing on the phone. I had to do this.

“Hello ” I barely got out of my quivering mouth but trying so hard to have a tone not showing how bad off I really was right then. She was beautiful, my heart stopped for a second, she was so fucking sexy in her dress. Not just that, she was decked out just like me. So pretty, such a welcoming and beautiful smile, and her body now in front of me.....fucking wow. I barely felt it at first, but now I know it was getting stronger. My nipples were swelling and so were my pussy lips. Fuck she is getting me hot and we just said hello.

She was walking behind me as we headed to the table, I heard what sounded like “mmmmm yes”. I blushed, I was red with blood now rushing to my face as well as the rest of my body. I felt weak, so hard to keep up the image of being confident. I started to lose the strength in my knees and they were buckling. I started to fall. She caught me, she caught me. I have to be dreaming. But there she was smiling l, holding me up with her arms firmly around me and her hands on my body. I have to be dreaming.

“Are you okay” she asked. “Yes, just lost my footing in these new shoes” I tried to play it off barely managing a knowing and fake smile. Okay I remember what she said, she told me not to worry and just relax when we first meet. “How about if we get some water and look at the menu” she asked. She was so sweet. She knew I didn’t drink, and she knew I was really nervous. She is the first woman I have done anything with. “Sounds good, thank you” I was able this time to say without it sounding like I was petrified.

So she started with small talk, asking me about my day. She was listening to everything I was saying and I was trying so hard to not get lost in her eyes and her smile. She cared, she actually fucking cared about how my day went. I didn’t want to seem rude so I asked her how she was doing after her long shift at the hospital. She smiled really big, I could tell she appreciated genuine care about how her day was going.

She then asked me after we had our food and started eating if I was sure I was okay for tonight. I couldn’t believe it, before I knew what I was doing I said “fuck yes I am”. She smiled really big and I just started blushing again. I couldn’t believe that passion bypassed my usually reserved way of talking. She liked it, she kind of moved her butt around along with her body while sitting down kind of like a happy squirm and said “okay, that’s all I need to hear”. Suddenly as she was just smiling I felt something by my calf, and it hit me, she was using her foot under the restaurant table to play with me. I felt myself instantly get wet some. I was again getting hot. She slowly started to move up my calf with her foot. Then I felt her foot move further up, past my knees, and then going towards my inner thighs. I was getting more and more wet.

I blurted out “I don’t need dessert” and again started blushing. She laughed a sweet but so fucking seductive if a laugh. My nipples were so hard and I was so red. “We can leave but you can still have dessert”. I started to melt again and getting light headed. I collected myself, and after a few minutes we were in her car heading to her apartment.

We liked the same music and so the way there we just sang along to songs but I noticed she kept looking over at me and every now and then I could almost swear she would lick her lips or bite the lower one while stealing glimpses of me.

We got back to her place. I was far more relaxed now. The car ride over and singing along with her really helped. But after the music went off and I got out of the car a small amount of fluttering came back but it wasn’t as bad.

We got to her apartment and closed the door. I didn’t know what to expect. But here I am. I can’t believe it. I’m so happy I am doing this. I looked over at her and she still had the same seductive but so sweet smile. The whole night she was devouring me with her eyes but I felt no fear, I only felt safe and excited. “Well, why don’t we sit down on the couch”, she suggested as she patted at a spot right beside her. So I happily did. “I need you to know something”, she said and my heart stopped again. What? What is wrong. “If at anytime you feel uncomfortable or it’s to much just tell me, I promise I won’t get mad”. Passion had overcome me and I reached in to kiss her. It was my first time kissing a woman out of passion on the lips.

I moved back “sorry, I couldn’t help it” I barely got out. “Do not be sorry, that was fucking awesome” she replied back to me. Am I dreaming? I just did that, I’m doing this, I did that. I went in for another kiss, only this time she opened her mouth and I felt her tongue on mine. I started getting wet again. Holy fucking shit I am now on fire, from a kiss. We made out and then it happened. Passion like I never knew took over both of us.

I started to take off my dress but she stopped me gently but with enough force that I paused. “What’s wrong” I asked a little confused. “I want to do it”, she replied. I almost fell again from relief and lust coursing through my body. She reached behind me and unzipped my dress at the top. Then she started at the bottom of the dress and slowly moved up my legs while making sure she both felt my skin but also was taking the dress off. I had on my pink panties with the white lace at the top, they were the same ones I would wear when we talked on the phone and I fingered myself to the sound of her words and voice. I had to make sure I wore them tonight. Then she she unclasped my bra. My nipples were fully erect. “I would like to return the favor” I said to her and she replied “please do” in a whisper that started caused my already wet spot to grow larger.

We sat down and I knew my husband was right about her and me going through with this.

To be continued....