So I’ve been with my husband for 8 years, I’ve always had a kink with watching porn and asking him his fave porn star, and then eventually texting him while he’s working and asking him about girls close to me and what he likes about them, but everytime the things he would say just reminded me of how his ex wife looked and the things he liked about other girls were things his ex wife had of looked like if that makes sense. So even when I would ask him if he still had feelings for her he would say no never he hates her this and that. But then one time during a sex text fantasy we were having while he was at work and I was craving to be compared and felt to be second place. I asked him to fantasize about someone that could make me feel so humiliated and to take his attention from me, and I told him someone we have never talked about. So right away he responded with one word “HER NAME” his ex wife 🥵🫣😮💦 gosh as soon as I saw her name come up this feeling in me felt so needy for him to be with her right in front of me to see how much she gets him horny and happy. They have a child together. So whenever I see her during drop off or pickup I see the way she gets All hot and gives him a little side hug but then I ask him why he hugs her if he hates her like he says (which I don’t mind the hug I guess I just wait to hear him say he doesn’t hate her and wants to give her a hug 🥵💦) I see him look at her too. Idky I want so badly for him to need and want her. If anyone is interested in messaging about this also would be great too. 💕🖤