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my relationship is entirely consensual
so i do enjoy all the cuckquean things, and all the psychological thingsā¦. including deprivation of His cock and rules like iām only good for blow jobs most of the time and such, but itās been a long stretch of no fucking. i have dug down deep to be good which means not asking to be fucked (done bad at that today š) and to try and figure out how i can behave better. Also yes, i get off on deprivation š„¹
i guess this has coincided with my waking up earlier and being extra tired? idk. He bear hugs me in bed and i fall asleep like immediately.. That much i know. For example last night i donāt even remember falling asleep.
So He says for awhile now, i grind my ass and holes i guess on His cock at night. whatever, i mean i feel like an asshole for bothering Himā¦but what can i do about it. i am certain i would obey Him asleep same as awake so all He has to do is say stop? He does He says, i remember maybe that happening once or twice (vaguely getting in trouble during the night). i guess i feel disappointed in myself for wanting Him that badly to bother Him. i want Him to continue letting me sleep in His bed with Him.
anyway He dreamt the other night of His ex āin heelsā, and fucking her. sheās really pretty and i donāt blame Him for thinking of her while i rubbed on Him. He confirmedā¦.that night i performed my sleep grind hump of desperation lol. i know i am not cumming, i have cum in my sleep a lot and would recognize that feeling. i fantasize about Him fucking me, sometimes not letting me cum, or letting me grind on Him and He cums (and thinks of His ex) but doesnāt let me. But i donāt even know how i would know this happened but itās a yummy fantasy.
then it occurred to me, itās not my business when i cum. or get fucked, thatās for my Owner to decide.
juicy tldr; He dreamt of fucking another woman (an ex) while my wet desperate pussy grinded against Him in desperate hopes He would use me.
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