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from fetlife. shared with permission.

my relationship is entirely consensual

so i do enjoy all the cuckquean things, and all the psychological thingsā€¦. including deprivation of His cock and rules like iā€™m only good for blow jobs most of the time and such, but itā€™s been a long stretch of no fucking. i have dug down deep to be good which means not asking to be fucked (done bad at that today šŸ˜­) and to try and figure out how i can behave better. Also yes, i get off on deprivation šŸ„¹

i guess this has coincided with my waking up earlier and being extra tired? idk. He bear hugs me in bed and i fall asleep like immediately.. That much i know. For example last night i donā€™t even remember falling asleep.

So He says for awhile now, i grind my ass and holes i guess on His cock at night. whatever, i mean i feel like an asshole for bothering Himā€¦but what can i do about it. i am certain i would obey Him asleep same as awake so all He has to do is say stop? He does He says, i remember maybe that happening once or twice (vaguely getting in trouble during the night). i guess i feel disappointed in myself for wanting Him that badly to bother Him. i want Him to continue letting me sleep in His bed with Him.

anyway He dreamt the other night of His ex ā€œin heelsā€, and fucking her. sheā€™s really pretty and i donā€™t blame Him for thinking of her while i rubbed on Him. He confirmedā€¦.that night i performed my sleep grind hump of desperation lol. i know i am not cumming, i have cum in my sleep a lot and would recognize that feeling. i fantasize about Him fucking me, sometimes not letting me cum, or letting me grind on Him and He cums (and thinks of His ex) but doesnā€™t let me. But i donā€™t even know how i would know this happened but itā€™s a yummy fantasy.

then it occurred to me, itā€™s not my business when i cum. or get fucked, thatā€™s for my Owner to decide.

juicy tldr; He dreamt of fucking another woman (an ex) while my wet desperate pussy grinded against Him in desperate hopes He would use me.

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