I dared my partner.

Cuckqueaning hasn't come easily to me.

I absolutely enjoy the feelings that come after the event. The horny shame, the reminiscing to myself or to my partner. Its the actual lead up and event where I am a ball of jealously and dread.

But I know I like it.

One of my former partners we used to have sex and tell each other our fantasies. He knew, from previous times, that I liked the idea of him cheating on me and telling me afterwards. He was edging me with a bullet vibrator on this particular occasion and asking me to describe a cuckquean scenario to him.

He would play with my clit and then move up my leg depending on my skills at describing what I wanted. When I managed to get to the part where he fucks another woman and then sends me a pic of her sucking his cock....to me without warning....I came VERY hard and lay there panting looking up at the ceiling.

'Interesting' he said. And proceeded to grab my hair and face fuck my from the side.

He kept talking...

'Do you really want me to fuck another woman?'

He ripped me away from his cock so I could answer....the moment of truth..

'yes' I said and was put back to work.

Fast forward a few days later and I am at work.

I receive a message from my partner with a video. I open it to see my partners cock being sucked on by a woman that was clearly not me.

I am thinking its an older clip from an former relationship. I text back playfully something like 'watching the History Channel I see?'

A minute later I get a text saying 'listen to the audio.' A minute or two later I get another clip with the same angle...I pop my earplugs in.

'You told me to fuck another girl so here it is. I will see you at home before dinner'.

Furious jealously reared up in me. I had been betrayed.....my heart raced and all sound disappeared. I was that angry.

I could also feel what I can only describe as that anger slowly making its way south. My heartbeat was matched by the throb in my pussy. I was being cheated on....and I loved it.

No I hated it.

Ok I l really really loved it.

I made my way home in a daze....He wasnt back. I paced the house like an aimless tiger. He came home. I could see he was on edge. He was thinking 'Was I really ok with this?'

I knew what to do. I walked up to him and kissed his lips....hard.

'I want to know EVERYTHING' I said as I reached down to play with his hardening cock. I didnt let him shower...I wanted him NOW.

Good lord that reclaim sex was on another level.......I slept like the dead that night.