So yesterday my husband and I finally made the decision. After me being a little scared to truly embrace what I like sexually we decided to make our occasional hookup our cake for the foreseeable future. I decided that I would be ok with my husband going off to see this hookup of ours on his own and to have him send me photos and videos of them being intimate. When I first started feeling this way I felt a lot of shame because of the way our society tells us relationships and sex are supposed to be; but, with a ton of support from my husband and being a part of this Reddit community I finally feel comfortable with embracing what I truly want and what actually turns me on. If y’all want I can update you after our first experience but , I’m just so happy I can finally feel proud of what turns me on.