I never knew such intense pleasures before I got cuckolded. It has changed my life and my marriage girl the better... But it can also be hell.

You never quite get used to the emasculation you feel when hearing the woman you love orgasm hard and repeatedly in another man's cock. The shame of your erections never quite disappears.

You learn to love the taste of cum in her freshly fucked pussy, but you miss cumming in it yourself. Masturbating to her getting fucked is probably better than sex ever was, but a hand isn't a pussy.

It might be arousing, but it's incredibly humilating to sleep in the sofa because he is spending the night. It's still lonely when she spends a weekend away,even if it's with him.

And yes, you cum instantly when you hear her say "I love you" to him while he's fucking her, but your heart still sinks when she explains later that she loves you like a friend, but him like a man.