My gf established the cuck ground rules fairly early in our relationship. She had an ex that would randomly show up at her home and if I was there she would send me home. It hurt so bad at first but I got used to it. I would even come back the next day to clean her house.

Fast forward a year or so later, and we are both partying at one of my friend’s apartments. She had always been flirty with my friends but our cucking had always been with her and her ex. That night she was pretty drunk and a little more flirty than usual. She mentioned that we were both drunk and should not drive. So my friend suggested we stay in his room and he would sleep on the couch. I didn’t think much of it and eventually we ended up in his bed making out. That’s when she dropped the bomb.

While we were making out, she stopped me and mentioned that she feels bad that my friend (we will call him Dave) had to sleep on the couch. I knew immediately where this was going by the tone of her voice. When she got into her “dominant mode”, she used a different voice with me and her eyes became piercing when she looked at me. From this point on, I was just putty in her hands.

She asked me if we should ask Dave to come into bed with us, still pretending to only be concerned about him being uncomfortable on the couch, even though we were both completely naked. She asked if I wanted to ask or should she ask. I couldn’t even answer, so she yelled out to Dave to ask him to come into the room. I laid on my stomach looking away from them as he approached trepidatiously. She knew I was frozen so she said “it’s okay, we are both naked under here”. That’s when it all kicked off

The next thing I heard was the sound of heavy breathing and passionate kissing. This was one of my best friends and my longtime girlfriend. I was never expecting this and tbh I went limp at first. I wanted this to end. Until I turned around to watch.

She had climbed on top of him and was removing his shirt. Their hands were all over each other and the sight of that immediately turned me on full tilt. They rolled over onto me as she then started removing his underwear. She finally reached out to me while still looking at him and kissing him. She disengaged with him and turned to me to kiss, which I passionately returned the kiss. This is when it got weird

She returns to kissing him just inches from my face while still holding me close. My face was against Dave’s as she alternated kissing. She then whispered something to Dave and he said “I’m trying”. Then she turned my head towards Dave and pushed our faces together. My friend kissed me. Not a casual one. One with tongue shoved in my mouth and hand on my cheek. She started sucking my neck (which she knows is my weakness” and nibbling my ear. She whispered “go down on him”.

I initially froze and stopped kissing him but she pushed my head firmly down to his cock. I had done this before but it has been many many years before and I had never spoken about it with anyone I currently knew. But she knew. She always figured me out. I sucked my friends cock and I could feel her smile as she returned to making out with Dave.

Eventually she arranged us in a 69 pattern while she watched. He was not sucking very passionately and he went limp. She then joined us again and we ended up all face to face again kissing each other. She laid back and pulled him onto her and noticed he was limp. She reassured him it was okay. She said to him “I want you inside of me”. They tried for a little bit, but it wasn’t happening. She then turned to me and said “help him”.

I knew what she meant so i immediately went down on him again but it wasn’t helping and the angle was weird. She then told him to lay down on his back while she straddled his chest and started rubbing herself. She looked back at me and I took the hint. I took him into my mouth again and she straddled his face. This worked. My friend’s cock grew in my mouth and it was the weirdest feeling. I started to bob up and down faster and think we was about to cum so he pulled me off him and she slid down and straddled his cock. She guided my hand towards his cock and looked me in the eye. I knew what she wanted. I grabbed his base and guided my friend into my girlfriend. She closed her eyes and from then on I was just a spectator.

They fucked so hard and passionately for ten minutes or so, changing positions frequently. He eventually started grunting and she said “not yet” and reached out for me to pull me close but it was too late. He came inside her ferociously. She then let me go and pulled him in for a kiss and wrapped her legs around him. She never let me cum inside her but she seemed to be relishing the fact that he emptied himself into her. He broke off shortly after and left the room quickly.

She turned to me and said "I had more plans for you two” and ran a finger down the crack of my ass. She asked if I was okay but I still couldn't speak. She then said "fuck me. I am so wet". I slid into her and it felt so different with my friend’s cum gushing out of her. We fucked for a little bit and I pulled out and came on her stomach as she had always had me do. She got up to clean herself off and I heard her talking to him in the living room. I never knew what they were talking about or what happened next. I drifted off to sleep waiting for her but she was next to me when I woke up. I never spoke with her or him about it again.

We eventually split and lost contact. She was just too much for me. I sometimes miss the fear and anxiety of not knowing what she would do next. Many years later, I am now happily married to another more traditional woman but I still fantasize about that night often. I eventually confessed my cuckold desires to my wife, who was initially shocked and dismayed. However, we are now involving these fantasies during our erotic pillow talk. Recently I caught her casually flirting with one of my friends. I am now scared and aroused all the time. I feel young again.