Hello. As I wrote in a previous post My husband and I would like to write and share adventures we have had over the years.

In a previous post I told you how it all started and now I will share with you the night when it all happened.

Like I said, I wasn't particularly a fan of it all, so it was hard to think of how I was going to incorporate it into our relationship. In the end, I didn't really know, so nothing happened for a while (about 1 year).

You have to know about me under the influence of alcohol or other drugs I change tremendously, I take on a completely different personality. I get very bitchy at the time and often feel guilty about it the next day.

So while that year went by, I tried to please Tom with little things. I posted some pretty risqué pictures on my social media platforms, I got a lot of guys texting me back with flirty messages and I sent them to Tom. I wrote him fictional stories he wanted to hear (like me cheating on him with someone at work).

It's been a year now but I could feel that it's becoming a bit mundane for him and he's not getting as excited as he used to. I loved him more than anything so I felt obliged to find something to please him. I often went out with my girlfriends but one of Tom's main stipulations was that no one I knew should know about it. So many times at parties when the bitch came out I didn't have to hold back because our mutual acquaintances would look at me funny.

One time I was invited to a party by a friend I hadn't been close to for so long, we had just met. She didn't know Tom but she knew I was in a relationship. I didn't want to go at first, but then Tom convinced me I could use a break.

It crossed my mind that this party would be a great opportunity to do something to please tom.

So that night I went out with this girl and I told her that I had a big fight with my boyfriend and I wanted to forget about him. This girl wasn't a saint either, so she was happy to oblige. As the alcohol took effect I started to open up and make eyes at the guys. During the evening I danced with about four guys (one was a black guy and I could feel his dick against my ass). I made some videos of me dancing with these guys. I sent them to Tom but he didn't respond as he was asleep. I also kissed all four guys but somehow none of them grabbed me and I didn't go any further.

The party was over but I was a bit sad because I wanted to do something more serious. Then I remembered that one of the guys who messaged me on Instagram lives in this city. I wrote to him and he replied that of course he would like to meet me so I went to his apartment. I'm not going to lie I was a bit scared because I was going to a stranger's flat but my girlfriend knew the address and we agreed that I would text her every half an hour to make sure everything was ok.

When I got there the guy was very happy to see me, he was a bit shorter than I thought he was (for me this might have been a disqualifying reason but I was like if I came here I'll do it). We smoked a joint and talked but somehow he didn't initiate and I had to (this is a huge red flag) and finally I kissed him and started to feel his dick. Unfortunately I could feel that it wasn't very big for him. I should add here that Tom has a relatively big 7.9in A dick so it's not like we're looking for a bigger one or anything. I was starting to feel more and more sad because I was disappointed in this guy but I had the cock in my hand so I was going to finish it. I was just about to put it in my mouth when he said no because he doesn't like blowjobs (what? Jesus) I told him it was a shame because I really like doing it but he said he didn't like it. At this point I knew I wasn't going to fuck him so I dared him for about 2 minutes when all of a sudden he shot his cum all over my hand.

I regret that it went so badly and that this is the second time I've wanted to do this and the guy I'm with can't stand it.

I said goodbye and then called a cab and went to my girlfriend's house (I had already banned this guy from instagram in the cab). I told my girlfriend what happened and that it was such a disappointment to me that I would make up with my boyfriend tomorrow.

In the morning when I woke up tom wrote me a lot of messages about what happened very curious because I sent him the message in Snap chat and I looked at it half asleep and he couldn't look at it and couldn't look at it again. When I got home I told him everything in detail . We had sex three times that day.

Thank you if you read and liked it. If you have any questions, I'm happy to answer them.