The first time we talked about "cuck" was on my initiative, we've been together for 3 years, and at the beginning of the second year while we were making love I said to him "imagine we're fucking on a balcony and people in the distance can see us" which excited him terribly.

Since then we've had lots of sex, talking about fantasies, trios, with 2 women, 2 men, but jealousy and bad thoughts catch up with my girlfriend every time, so we rarely talk about it. Since then, the discussion has calmed down and there's nothing but good, but we haven't talked about it for several weeks. And yesterday while we were making passionate love, I started to put a finger in her pussy, then two, then 3 (the maximum I put in her) she moaned and said "fuck me with your cock, I want your dick" then I put my fourth finger in, and there ... she was no longer telling me to fuck her, but to continue what I was doing with my 4 fingers, she was moaning so loudly, she was screaming, sweating, she couldn't speak anymore, I was saying "look at me" but she couldn't, her eyes were revolving, and I softly heard a "I'm going to have a fucking orgasm" and she came so hard.

That was yesterday, today she confesses to me that she feels dirty, a "whore" that her pussy could accommodate 4 fingers, "I find it very big, I feel dirty, like just a hole" I reassured her by telling her that I loved it, and she confessed to me that she loved it too, she told me before going to bed "your hand is going to haunt me all night and all day".

What do you think? Personally, it excited me a lot and made me think about our fantasy of including other people in our sexuality, but maybe she didn't mention it?