While we've been in an ENM for about a year and a half we have only had the one experience so far. We do tend to dirty talk about it a lot though when we have sex, which I absolutely love.

And for a while now my girlfriend has discovered a way to make me utterly crazy with need.

When we have foreplay she starts to jerk me off with the absolute loosest of grips. Her fingers forming a large "O" and just basically touching my shaft as she moves it up and down in a slow and sensual way. It's insanely arousing and never fails to make me as hard and needy as ever.

Lately I've also discovered I get off to her humiliating me a bit when we are together. So whenever she does this to me and I grow desperate I inevitably start to basically hump her hand, which makes her giggle, and that just drives me on further.

Another thing, which I've only recently discovered and brought up to her, is that I really enjoy when she teases me for being quick to finish. Telling me things like "you can't hold back for me huh?" and other things like that. It's so insanely arousing and I feel myself getting on the verge of finishing every time she even mentions something like that.

Our relationship dynamic first started out as an open relationship, with the both of us expected to play with others. Over time though I think I've firmly landed in a sort of cuckold dynamic. I feel increasingly submissive to her when we have sex and it just.. consumes me in a way I've never felt before.

I always encourage her to wear her hotwife anklet whenever she goes out for an evening and also to flirt with others, and more of course. And I always love hearing about her night whenever she comes back home, the attention she's recieved, even if she hasn't felt in the mood to do anything more lately.