Hey, I'll try to keep this short because right now I feel so confused. I'm hurt, jealous, anxious and turned on.

Me and my FWB we decided to try a cuckold roleplay and we found a bull for a three way group chat. He was a white guy but a bit too controlling and dark which we weren't aware of. He decided that we didn't need a roleplay and took control of our life online. We're already long distance and it didn't help how he just took her away from me.

I never consented to this but he forbid her into sharing any pictures with me. I was banned to see my own FWB. We agreed to a pic limit but she was sending him behind me and I wasn't allowed to read or see their conversations. The amount of jealousy made me cum over and over again. I felt betrayed but I couldn't complain because thats what we wanted. We wanted the mind fuck but I got more than I bargained for. We had no say, she wore what he picked and again didn't see any of it but he did. She refused to show me conversations as well. She chose to by loyal to him but me. He convinced her into introducing sissification and forced Bi into our conversation and I had to do that as well.

We had to end it because it became too much for the both of us but it was without the doubt the best and most horrible cuckold experience I have ever had.

In the end I'd just say, cuckold only sounds hot in fantasy but in real life its not for everyone. This has left me in such a confused state. I want to feel the burn again but the heart racing, anxiety and turn on feeling.

I definitely want to experience this more but that feeling in that moment where she started talking to him in private was. Fuck.