Sorry I'm not just talking to talk I can't actually tell you that I have been a bull in the cuckold relationships. And if you want to talk about excitement pleasure adventure that lifestyle is all that is cooked up to be and soon if you open-minded person and willing to experience new things put it all depends on your respect for the couple that you're dealing with so if I tell you that I'm going home and go to bed, cuck is going to work and we're not supposed to see each other anymore till tomorrow night then my word is my bond that is exactly what's going to happen if she comes to me alone telling me that this is something for her he don't mind I mean we've spent time together at home with each other he's let us go out on dates we're having a good time together I'm feeling comfortable you're feeling comfortable and I know he's feeling comfortable within my heart then these are things that would like make the perfect cock over relationship there cannot be no sneaky nobody doubling back whatever your agreement is in the beginning is how your agreement she end even if you got to draw up another contract and redo things you might think things out right the first time you got to have a dependable reliable disease and drugs for Ebola regardless of his color so I'm like to me it's the best one of the best relationships I've ever been in this relationship was a little more advanced where the sheriff of this particular town close to where I was living at his wife was the loan officer at one of the local banks there their daughter went off to college she move me in we did everything together as a as a poly couple but he worked all the time and one thing led to another I pretty much live with them their whole direction of their daughter's college career back and forth from California back to little place in the Carolinas taking vacations together spending Christmases together a family holidays just being together as a couple all three of us to me it was the most exciting most exhilarating passionate I've never experienced anything so seductive passionate in my life but to have someone that you that much in love with so passionate about and give them whatever their hearts desire that is like a queen's dream and I I was a big part of that for some time like I said it was like the best relationship I've ever been in never been so open with anyone I never felt a person being his open with me being as needed but more than anything just knowing that I was a helper to like help a person marriage become tighter more close-knit it was what it is