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Hello,
I'm 25 years old M. I'm into healthy lifestyle. I enjoy the gym and I'm in a decent shape. My build is more on the slender side so I don't build that much muscle. I'm finished with school (Master's from uni). I live in Finland. Perhaps I could travel if it really seems right.
I am still a virgin because I'm pretty shy. I'm shy especially if its about pushing for sexual things. I'm docile in that field. Sexually I definitely identify as submissive.
I have "lighter" fantasies about being "saved" by a gentle woman. But I also have "darker" fantasies about cuckold. The latter are my most submissive fantasies. I have had them for quite a while and they have grown stronger over time.
In addition to it being a desired fantasy, experiencing cuckold is also a fear to me. It is the most humiliating thing I can imagine. I think it would be beyond shameful to be subject to cuckold while being a virgin. When I get these thougths when watching porn I sometimes have to turn it off in shame.
I am unsure why it is a fear but also a desire. That my sexual experience would be fully under control of the dominant. That is to say, they get to have me in chastity. They get to decide if I can lose my virginity or whether my first experience with intercourse should be that of another man doing it while. Perhaps many other experiences too after that. Hopefully I can please in other ways. They get to teach me to identify with the position they want me in. And it is going to be intense.
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