honestly, i'm surprised i haven't already done it. i'm in group therapy for personality disorder stuff. i've been there since the start of september and its 3 days a week from either 9 til 3/3.30 or 11 til 4. i guess i really tried taking it seriously and be on my best behavior whenever i go, and even talk about my drinking habits (although not as honestly as i could be, for example you're not supposed to drink the night before therapy but i'm not gonna tell them that i do nearly every single time or i'm out). however. annoyances have started to sprout towards my fellow group mates, and every day i think of how i want to actually roast some of them into the ground about their terrible, hypocritical, victim mentality, mean, stupid behaviors and things they say. which is part of my personal therapy goals: learning to feel and then state my boundaries. however when i'm sober i just don't say shit because 1. i don't wanna be rude/interrupt the topic and 2. i can't actually get myself to open up my mouth at someone in that way?? whelp, i think i've tried long and hard enough to confront people sober but even if i do say anything i'm still way too nice and shy about it and it just doesn't translate to how i actually feel. seriously considering going there buzzed next week, although i might risk getting kicked out if the therapists clock that i'm tipsy but i think i can hide it well enough 😎 just to give me a confidence boost / jumpstart though. DEFINITELY won't make it a habit. 👀