Hey guys, I've posted hear before, but I just wanna tell somebody this.

I sometimes really miss being a CA. I miss being drunk all the time, I miss no one thinking I'll ever change so they dont even try to. I miss knowing that theres only one thing that will make me feel good whatever is going on.

I have a wife and a family now, and have come a long way from being a CA.

I drink two 8% beers a night, three of them if I'm off that day. my wife accepts this.

But sometimes I just miss being drunk all the time. no one wants anything to do with you, so you only have to worry about yourself.

I'm on enough psychiatric medication to tranquilize a horse, and I feel the alcohol I drink now is medicinal, because I've been stable for a while doing this.

I dont know what else to say,

Cheers fuckers

Edit: two tall boy 8% beers