Hello fuckers. A longtime lurker but made my first post yesterday… Decided I’m on a roll so here I am again.

I‘ve always been kid to make people laugh. I grew up chubby so I didn’t have much expect to try to be funny. Worked enough that I had a decent amount of friends in school and by that point I had lost enough weight to be considered conventionally attractive anyway.

But I became more reserved as I grew up and now the only time I can interact with someone semi-normally— even people I’ve known for years— is when I’ve got a couple (a fuckton) of drinks in me. When I’m sober, I find myself boring. But when I’m drunk, I’m making everybody laugh their asses off.

Then it’s like… Why quit? The impending doom the morning after as I puke my guts out? Why go through withdrawals when people actually like me?

I’m more creative, too. Drawing, writing and playing music; I can only get myself to do it drunk. Can anyone else relate?

Chairs