I am attempting to cook for one of my first times as I have plenty of what people call "raw" or "fishscale". I followed a recipe online and pictures from what I recall...

120mg sodium bicarbonate 60mg cocaine.hcl metal spoon and heat(prolly shoulda did a 2 part cocaine 1 part baking soda). I started with maybe 4-5 drops of water and it all bubbles up when I tried to heat it, so I added a lot of water (saturated it in it) and kept lighting the bottom/moving it away tryna see a puddle of goup form on the top but I never saw that.

I saw maybe liquid dots chunks that looked yellowish so I moved em to the top of the spoon exponentially, to whichh there was hella baking soda or some white floaing shit in the spoon. This made me worried I'm just wasting this rather than learning so I light a candle under it and heat for maybe 2-3 minutes.

This is when things turn, the floating white shit melts into like globs of clear stuff that I can almost push to the side of the spoon but bro just keeps falling back down, so eventually I heated out some water and pushed as much goop/white leftovers to the top and poured the spoon out as this is taking already 10 minutes.

Now I'm here because I know I won't die if I inhale this (will try soon), I am curious if what I am doing is even correct? Any insight is appreciated 👍