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I feel like their silence pisses me off even more than whatever racist comment some rando is making. Iāve heard so many random casual racist remarks over the course of this year, and every time, the white friends Iām with leave the burden on me- a person of color- to respond. Iām getting increasingly resentful towards them. I know that freeze response can happen (in fact thatās my primary trauma response). But likeā¦ I hate that in the moment, no one ever says anything or stands up for me. I always am left to either respond to the person or have to try and make a joke or diffuse the tension while my other friends just stare at me blankly and watch. Or sometimes my friends say āhmm that sounded kinda racist.ā After the event happens. Why would that be a helpful reply??? Likeā¦ of course I know the incident was racist. Donāt tell me that! Tell the other person! Or ask me if Iām okay at least. If you freeze in the moment but talk to me about it later, thatās ok. But having my friends just be bystanders makes these moments so much worse. Wtf. Iām getting more and more pissed off with my friends, especially my white ones. I donāt know. I guess this is just a rant. Needed someone to validate me. Iām the only brown person in my friend group and Iām only just beginning to realize how draining it is. Iām so fucking tired. I should just ditch these friends once I graduate.
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