This isn't CPSTD related, but yall will understand..

Mannnn my one white girl friend is really just like every other white girl. Like I should've known after I caught her trying to secretly take photos of me twice that she was sus, but the longer I know her the more I dislike her, or atleast just see her as an aquantince. (Idk if that's spelled correctly)

Like I'd be walking infront of her and turn around and she's be taking a photo of me from behind. And when she got caught she's be like "do u want me to take a photo of you?" To which I'd just reply a simple "no"

Ontop of this the other day was my 20th birthday. I'm in a really bad financial situation and she has enough connections that she just moved into a penthouse that the dude that's renting it do her is letting her choose the designs for the remodel and her true colors are showing cuz she thinks she's hot shit for putting in no work and just getting everything handed to her. I notice based on what she says that all her friends have some sort of issue, whether it be CPSTD or theyre in abusive relationships with their boyfriends or what not. So clearly she picks people like us for some reason whether it be entertainment or wanting to feel superior.

So she invites me over on my birthday, while she's in the meeting with this dude about the remodel and I'm legit standing there for 30 minutes until I finally get fed up and leave. She follows me out and then when I reach the lobby she literally stands infront of the door blocking me from leaving taking about "I'll end the meeting right now" "your my friend and I want you to be a priority" like girl cut the bullshit come on now. She's begging me to stay and I'm like dude I want to go home. This went on for 10 minutes until she finally moved out the damn way.

Like when I first met her she already had a bunch of red flags, notably her cat would piss on all her old roomates stuff and when the roomste got mad about it she would tell me that she deserved to have her cats stuff pissed on. She would also drink from her roomates water bottle without permission and didn't see an issue with it even tho the roomate thought it was nasty. I'm not talking about shared cups... I mean like roomate would be drinking from a bottle and my friend would pick it up after her.

When I first met her she was ACTING down to earth, educated, and chill. But the longer I've known her I realize she's still just an extremely privileged, spoiled, white girl who treats people like props and can't take any accountability. Cuz I've called her out on her bullshit before like the birthday incident and she simply won't resoind or changes the subject.

Today I hung out with some POC for the first time in awhile and everything was so natural between us. Like I'm so guarded around my white friend even though I've known her longer, meanwhile the POC I hung out with today was like we've known eachother and we're old friends catching up.

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