So title says it all. I'm a 49 year old male and I'm old enough to know what I like and just wondering if other people feel the same way.

I see a.lot of posts that are violent.(hitting, punching etc) and I get it. I find however that for me it's less about the physical overpowering and more about the depersonalization of the partner. It's almost like I want to get to a place where I don't see them as human but rather am object to empty myself into.

I don't mind if they fight or cry. It kind of encourage it because if that helps them come to terms with what I'm doing to their throat or asshole then I'm okay with it.

As I've experimented more and more I'm also finding that I meed my partners to be imaginative and not as passive as I originally thought.

My first time was pretty plain. A coworker wanted to be sodomized by an intruder. It was great and as I was emptying billion of my babies in her ass while putting my weight on the back of her head I was like this is for me. I think I'm just finding that my tastes are changing.