(M26)me (F26) wife Been together for 4 years, over the last few years (2) i got turned onto linking with another M more then once and talking to others sexually and what not, i blown a few dudes linked with some women, the full 9. Also fallen in love with the entire cuck fantasy and wife swapping/sharing and seeing what others think about her as well fantasizing her being used in front of me. Now wife, Shes an all natural shy but freaky when comfortable pawg, whos first love was a bbc and im definitely the smallest shes been with although shes never had serious relationship previously just fuck & dumps basically. From 18-22. Definitely has slightly messed with my self esteem and ego which sometimes makes me self conscious but we now have kids. Ive seen clear evidence of the fellas shes had, the conversations between them down to the times/dates and ways shes fucked them. (Multiple). Wife has also seen evidence and stuff on me but is quite naive and just slightly ignores it. Never brings it up we dont discuss it and she acts as it doesn’t bother her, day to day seems absolutely fine. But now we hardly ever have any sex or intimacy or we hardly have any “ us “ time now, she don’t send me nudes or anything or keep it spiced up anymore cause she says she doesn’t feel great about herself and im just wondering if you think she’s really just slowly detaching from me? Slight trust issues on both sides but for the most part we see passed all those things or give the benefit of doubt for everything wrong we’ve done to one another. Obvious She says she loves me and wants to be together still no matter what. So im just slightly confused. Please no hateful comments or rude things. If you have questions I’d gladly answer. TIA.