Just a bit of a context, I am a college flight instructor that only teaches college students (they are all older than 18). And one of them let’s call her Sadie is probably one of the most good looking people I have ever seen. To illustrate my point feel free to imagine a young fertile woman ( 18). She’s also my best student both attentive and smart. I really feel like I’m a bad person for all my feelings towards her. I shouldn’t feel this way but I feel a strange craving towards her. I have thoughts of her multiple times whilst masturbating. Please don’t judge me too harshly. I already feel like I should never be a college instructor ever.