i dont really know how to feel about my “sexual-ness”

ive had an early start with sex from incest to exhibition. my parents always were nude and there was always access to seeing or being a part of some fornication. i feel BAD because i dont feel bad about it? i know its not good but i don’t mind it for some reason.

due to that i make a lot of stupid sexual decisions in daily life. i have a lot of public sex with strangers and i often have sex with my friends, while usually high or drunk or both. after climax i always regret my actions heavily and promise not to do it again and then it gets dark and i do it again.

idk if im broken or what.