I’m 34M and have been happily with my girl for about 5 years now. But lately while I’ve been gooning and jerking my cock into oblivion, I can’t help but remember of my old flames and friends with benefits from college.

Especially this one girl. She was 19yo Latina, tiny (joked about how she was “fun sized”), breasts were stacked, had braces, bangs covering her forehead, and was a nymphomaniac. I was 24 at the time and shed open up to me about going on Craigslist and hooking up with older men. The thing that I sometimes tend to overthink is that homegrrl looked young, a little too young to some people. Remember once this dude looked at me like “bro, wtf..” when he saw us walking out of my apartment but then after a second gave me the “hell yeah bro” nod. As I’m older it kinda bugs me a bit cause I’ve never thought/found that aesthetic remotely sexy. To make matters worse, the more we got to know one another it became clear that her father had probably done some heinous shit when she was younger which might have explained her “sex addiction” (her words not mine.)

The sex was fantastic, she was so loud, her moans, cries and whimpers were heard in the other apartment rooms next to us. She really loved watching porn while we had sex too. It was pretty hawt stuff. But I ain’t gunna lie, while I’m stroking my dick to the GOONED subreddit I can’t help but feel a little guilty in retrospect for some reason. Despite us having a a great consensual sexual relationship, the fact she looked young and had a sex addiction makes me feel a little weird now that I’m 34 with my so. Is that weird? Idk, something I’ve been thinking about and this is a confessions sub, so I thought I’d just post my thoughts.