I’m addicted to cheating. I have a boyfriend, he’s normal, nothing special. We’ve been together for a while, and he’s even planning to propose. But here’s the thing — I always want more from him. I need more attention, flirting, sex with others. It doesn’t matter who it is — man or woman, as long as I feel desired. It’s like a drug. The feeling of being wanted by someone is something special. Honestly, sometimes I even get a little nervous, probably from happiness.

This is just me, and I live how I want. I’m not going to hide my desires or care what others think. I love to flirt, feel desired. And it doesn’t always just end with flirting. Sometimes sex goes much further, especially when there’s someone with a dick that’s hard to forget.

Sometimes I just like to flirt, and it doesn’t matter who it is — guy or girl. About 80% of my chats and posts on my phone are just searching for sex with someone new. I like the feeling that I can meet someone who excites me. It’s like a little game, but with the potential for big consequences.

Here’s the thing — without relationships, I don’t feel any pleasure from cheating. I love stability, but I always want more than just one person. I need more — flirting, new connections, feelings. It’s like an essential part of my pleasure. But if the relationship is deep, I don’t consider it cheating. It’s just… a way to feel alive.

I’m not ready to stop. It’s stable with him, but I’m missing that spark. Yes, I love him, but I need more. And I’m not going to suffer because of it.

I’m not complaining, just admitting that I like to live fully. If it all falls apart, then it was meant to happen. But for now… why not enjoy it? Life is short!

Anyone who’s interested can message me.