I am 23 and engaged for the last year and a half. I have been posting in groups and dating apps looking for older married men that want to help me have one last fling. The response has been outrageous. Granted over half I have not even responded to, but the ones I have have been very creative wanting to help me explore things that my fiancé and I have never even thought about doing. I am a gym regular and get really turned on talking with older men that are in shape and love the idea of helping me explore. I know many will judge me for what I am doing, but we are at a point now in this engagement where I am starting to wonder if he really wants me as his wife, or more his roommate. Wisconsin winters are cold and I want to stay warm.