I have a lot of kinks. Most of them submissive ones. I like cuckolding, pegging, feminization, anal play, chastity. I want to try to get fucked by a real dick and suck a real dick. My cock is slightly below average and I love that there are others bigger than me. I am attracted to girls, but not guys. Although, cocks are hot, thus I also find trans females very hot!

I also have a couple of crushes. One of them being my best friend. I wouldn't want a relationship with her, but I would love to fuck her or have her fuck me at least once.

Besides this, I have a huge bucket list that I wouldn't mind to try. Any kind of threesomes, sex parties, gang bang... You name it.

My girlfriend knows about this, but she is more vanilla. We did some kinky stuff here and there and she like it, but for her it was pretty enough.

I keep craving it. I am frequently horny. I watch porn multiple times over the day. If I am at home I scroll through nsfw sub reddits, just like it's regular social media. I do this while in chastity, because if not, I end up jacking off 3/4 times a day.

I have wet dreams all the time. Most of them about my girlfriend fucking other dudes, often people we know. Sometimes it's me being fucked by some nice cock. Other times it's my best friend being fucked by other dudes or even myself.

When I am away from home, out of the routine, it gets better, but otherwise it's a constant horniness.

I mostly enjoy it, because I feel a slight hope that some of these things could become reality. Although, I am fearful that this might become frustrating, since realistically most of these things won't happen.

So here I am. In chastity, pussy free for a couple of months, watching porn and fucking myself in the ass all the time.

Thank you for reading my steam off confession.