Preface this by saying I have an interracial kink and I've made myself a size queen. I'm very sexual active alone, but I'm almost too shy to do anything where there's a lot of people. That why I post here on reddit 🫣

I just got a part time job at a clothing store to help pay the bills while I'm going to class.. I just finished training yesterday and had a short day. We closed at noon. As the manager locked the door and was leaving, I put my bag down to pull out my jacket. I looked up just in time to see a stranger try the door and sigh. Tall, like maybe 6'3"? Black guy with bright green eyes. Built like he played a sport. He sighed and I told him we were closed and to come back tomorrow (today) 😋 he told me thank you and he reached down to pull his phone out. I swear I wasn't trying to look, but I saw him nudge himself when he pulled his phone out. A watched it swing against the outside of he shorts as he turned and left. MY GOD it was massive. I couldn't tell where it ended but it went far enough down to get lost in the baggy ends... I rushed to my apartment afterwards. I had so many dirty nasty thoughts. I couldn't stop and I couldn't think of anything else. The toys came out and I went at it for hours before passing out for the night. Really, honestly, that wasn't the new part. I've done it a few times and it just keeps getting worse the longer it's been since I actually had sex (almost 4 months now). Went to work and forgot all about the day before. Didn't think anything of it. Didn't tell anyone anything. We were super slow since it's new years day. Manager finally decided she was going to go get something to eat and asked if I would be ok for about an hour. I told her I'd call her if I needed help and that was fine... and she left... As Mr. Greeneyes came in. I'll cut out the flirting and fawning, but he was sweet. Looking to try some clothes on, get a jacket for an interview, then leave. He was trying out some pants that matched the jacket and I thought I heard him ask for help. I just walked in. Didn't say anything. He didn't actually ask for help. He's there... in nothing but a shirt and socks. Biggest dick of my life. And I sucked it... just walked in there like I planned it. And I keep telling myself I didn't. But maybe I did. But I sucked it for as long as I could.. now I wished he would have just used me. Fucked my face. Bent me over and just railed me... God damn it what next? If I end up seeing him again, I won't be able to thibk straight...