After my date just left, I can’t help but think about how much I miss sex with my fiancé before she passed. It was more than the simple fucking that these other girls get. She made me live in the moment. Slowing things down. Slow stroking her til orgasm. Talking dirty and actually meaning what I say. Even stopping mid sex and holding her and enjoying a laugh with my dick rock hard inside her. She mad me want to do after care. I wanted to cuddle and make out massage her, and wash the body I both ravaged and worshipped clean. I guess the slutty part is Im trying to fuck my way to that again. But it’s different with most girls want the sex with no emotional attachment, or vise versa.

just had to get it out, thanks for reading