Recently, I've come into contact with my ex, he took my number and we spoke and well it lead to us having sex. I lost my virginity to him and I hope my bf doesn't notice it looks different down there.
Lately I've been so horny and couldn't get the thought of a strong black man fucking me and me giving him head which I did.
To many this might not seem slutty enough but it is huge to me because it was my first time and I don't really know how to feel but at the same time I'm satiated. I didn't know that something bigger than fingers felt so good especially when he was straight up hitting my cervix. I felt it all in my belly. Gosh i want more. He used me like his sex toy just lifting me up and down on his cock and didn't let me cum. He said next time.
A part of me wants him to find out and I'm reveling in his little comments about me cheating but at the same time I don't want my bf to leave me because I am attracted to him and I love him. If only he knows I've been naughty.