Since I have no one to share this with in real life, I’ll just write it here.

I stopped sexting with my foreign online hookups for a while. But I couldn’t resist the top-tier guy I mentioned in my earlier post. He became my regular online hookup, though we usually only do it once a week. He’s literally a 10/10. He looks like a pop star I have a crush on, has insane abs, and even a "pretty" you-know-what, haha. Sometimes I can’t believe I get to fool around with him; it feels like I’m living a dream. What I love about him is that he’s sexy and sensual he doesn’t just jump straight to sending explicit pictures. I go crazy when he sends me a photo of his abs. Sometimes he’s in CK underwear, and it legit looks like a Calvin Klein ad. So hot!

We love teasing each other back and forth. We can spend an hour just teasing with photos and videos, and then just a few minutes actually playing together. There are even times he’s running late for plans because of me, which I find so hot, to be honest. What makes it even hotter is that he’s literally half my age, and I feel like we’re so into each other. But honestly, my biggest enemy is sleepiness because of our massive time difference, so sometimes I have to apologize for dozing off. I miss him!

Anyway, aside from him, I recently met another guy. He was a nice surprise for me and stood out in a way I didn’t expect. Initially, I wasn’t 100% attracted to him because he’s not my usual type, but he’s cute and undeniably yummy his shoulders and chest are my weakness. What really turns me on about him, though, is his insane sex drive and how much he’s into me. And, wow, he cums so much and so well, and I go crazy when he moans.

He’s almost my age just slightly younger. I thought hooking up with someone my age might be boring, but so far, he’s the only one who matches my energy completely. I’ve done so many firsts with him. He made me open up in a way I hadn’t before. It was my first time doing a video call while playing. It was also my first time showering together so playful! Because of our time difference, he’s already at work when I wake up in the morning. Sometimes, when he knows I’m awake, he’ll sneak into the restroom at work to stroke for me. Or if I tell him I woke up horny, he’ll go to the bathroom to jerk off just for me. The idea of him getting so turned on by me while he’s at work drives me wild.

There was even a time when he did this three days in a row sneaking off to the restroom during the day and then cumming for me again at night before bed. One morning, after watching him cum, I was so turned on that I kept touching myself and ended up sending him an audio recording of me moaning and breathing. That was the first time I’d ever done that. I’ve never recorded myself like that before, but I got inspired by some spicy audios I’ve listened to online, haha.

It feels like we share the same fantasies. I’ve never told him mine, but sometimes he’ll randomly mention something he wants to do with me, and it’s exactly what I’ve fantasized about. Like one time, I got stuck in traffic in a Grab car on the way to a party. We were chatting, so I started sending him selfies of me in the backseat. Things got naughty, and he got so turned on, telling me how much he wanted to finger me in the car while the driver was right in front of us. That’s one of my fantasies! He sent me videos of himself jerking off, and eventually, he came. I was sweating in the backseat, while the driver was shivering in his jacket from the cold air conditioning. When I got off the car, I went straight to the restroom because my panties were so wet. It was so hard to compose myself and look normal before meeting people. That was the first time I sexted in a public setting, and it was so hot.

What makes him different from all my other online hookups is how he always asks if I came. He genuinely wants me to be satisfied. It’s such a nice change from the bare minimum guys who only text when they’re horny and disappear until the next time they want something. It’s amazing to find someone who’s truly my match.

We can be super intense day and night, all the time. Honestly, it’s a bit scary because I don’t know what else I’m capable of doing with him. But in a way, that’s exciting too. It feels amazing knowing someone is so insanely turned on by me all day long, but at the same time, it’s a bit distracting because I can’t stop thinking about him.