Sooo l'm M19 in college and I dated a pretty known adult actor she also is a stripper and escortsand I rrly liked her etc and she was super hot and sweet and a total slut I would come to her scenes and stuff and again I wouldn't rrly say I'm a cuck but I would get these fetishes and stuff seeing her in these scenarios getting her mouth full I would just imagine myself licking it all off and all that and pol would at her work the producer would etc would always call me a cuck but I always shrugged it off because I was a lil ashamed but I got rrly turned on by it seeing her in that way and I wouldn't even tell her to clean up after I would just make out with her and at one point I would purposely watch her pornos in my alone time and cum super hard to them and I would always encourage her to do the gangbang scenes with bbcs and stuff im straight but now after i broke up with her i do paid bi hookups with males where i top n bottem and suck and get fucked too but I just loved seeing her in that way a total cum slut I would kinda get in her situations to cheat because it was super hot making out with her used mouth and fucking a used pussy with cum in it and I think she caught on too at the end but I def still do it and on set I would get bricked up the entire time seeing her I think it's just a fetish but am I really a cuck for this I mean it’s her job and I just getting rrly turned on by her in bbc gangbangs and I always make out with her after her scenes with cum on her Face pls gimme some feedback