Why am I such a cum slave? I’m in the middle of a divorce but when other str8 married guys want a BJ of they just want someone to swallow their cum I literally wait on my knees in my house for whatever they want.

Idk even my regular dudes name is and he doesn’t know mine but he demands that I be on my knees waiting to suck his dick. He’s very straight but he just needs my mouth to get off in. The last time he pushed my head down when he was cumming and nearly chocked me with his big dick and huge load. I sucked him for 45 minutes because I’m a straight cock SLAVE….but this time he reached for the back of my head and said “I’m gna cum in your throat!”.

I literally prepared my throat for it but his dick shot many spurts and nearly choked me and almost came thru my nose. He kept his hand on the back of my head to make sure every drop was swallowed because his dick kept twitching even after he calmed down.

His GF doesn’t suck D…..but I DO! I feel it’s such an honor to get to take his cum. When he comes im already on my knees with my hoodie on, and when he leaves I try not to beg for more but it’s hard.

I feel so empowered being used as a cumslut for a straight guy. I feel I have a purpose in life. Should I thank him, or keep it as me on my knees and him letting me have his cum? I’m thankful but idk if thank you is proper. He normally just leaves with me sweating wanting more. Idk what’s proper