I've been really sexually frustrated lately and I did something I shouldn't. I order food delivery a lot, and each male driver I met I flirted with until I met someone who got the hint. He was tall, handsome and he told me he was from Lebanon. He echoed that he felt lonely, too. He followed me in and I said to get comfortable. I explained that I live alone. I was already naked under my robe which I started to peel back. His jaw dropped and he said my breasts were incredible. I told him this: "I like it rough. Don't go easy on me." He crossed the room in a flash and had me in his embrace before I could say anything more. His tongue was down my throat and he was kissing me so hard. We kissed while he felt my breasts, my ass and my clit. His hands were stroking me all over. He said, "I'm being gentle now because it's going to hurt you a lot," while gesturing at his pants. I quickly opened his belt and gasped. It was like a coke can. "I don't have any condoms that big, sorry. We need to put this off." He ignored me and threw me down on the carpet. He held me down and spat all over my pussy. Without hesitation, he thrust into me. I cried out because it was so painful being stretched like that. He carried on for a few minutes while I cried. With the full weight of his body he laid on me and cummed inside. He remained on top of me out of breath and stayed inside me. Eventually, he pulled out, which made a noticeable pop, and he put his arm around me. He kissed me for a while and then fell asleep. He woke up an hour later and sucked on my breasts before getting up to leave. The cum was still dripping out when I stood up. He kissed me again and left without another word. I'm embarrassed to say I want to see him again soon.