Im always the innocent looking in the group since our college days, the one who cant broke glasses, isnt a fan of clubbing or bars. I only had 2 boyfriends in the past the first was actually a puppy love they called. So i grew curious abt how my friends live their life with all the clubbing, making out with random strangers, smoking and all. Even though i cant keep up with their lifestyle we're still good friends anyway. Everytime they talk abt stuff like these im always left out, that's y I cant believe im having daydream abt it, im quite curious on how it feels; does it hurt?? DAmnn..

sometimes i caught myself playing my body and touching it while i imagine wild and dirty things, worse, i end up watching gangbang porn which will aroused me so much more and sometimes make me wet and cum... idk, i wanna feel it, wanna know how good it feels but again, im too introvert to do stuff and socialize so i always prefer satisfying myself online, watching gangbang vids actually help... sometimes. i just hope next time i get to experience wild stuff and satisfy these little curious mind o' mine...