I am a Christian and so the thought of this has me incredibly morally convicted but I can not get the fantasy out of my mind. My wife absolutely is against anything that isn’t vanilla and hetero. She is supremely monogomistic and would leave me if she knew I even had these thoughts.

Despite this I can not get the thought of having a bi Mmf threesome.

The ideal situation for me would be finding a married couple 40s-50s and for them to invite me(30) into their sex life and together being fwb.

Honestly, I consider myself more heteroflexible. That may be more due the fact that I have never done anything with a male before. I would definitely want to spend a lot of time pleasing her. But if say him and I were both eating her out at the same time…. I wouldn’t mind sucking her juices off of his tongue.

Also the thought of her teaching me how to give him a blowjob is a huge turn on. Both of us between his knees taking turns taking him into are mouths/ or if I was a quick learner, down our throats. And when he did finish I wouldn’t mind if it were on my face or even in my mouth. I would definitely want all three of us to share it back and forth between us in a sloppy cumkiss.

Another thing is that I really want to eat a woman out with a cock inside of her. When he needs a break for a few seconds I could pull him out of her and suck her juices off of his cock before putting it back inside. I would of course make sure that he is nice and lubricated as well.

If he happens to cum inside of her I could clean her up. Bringing his seed up so that she could taste it as well.

I do t think I would be up for anything apart from MM oral except that I would really like to feel what Alcock feels like as it goes from flaced to hard against my ass as we cuddle. Ideally I could be sandwiched between the two of them. I’m sure my o’clock would be hard long before his pressed tightly against her as well.

I don’t imagine this will ever happen. I’m sure I will probably get caught On reddit or somewhere and the fantasy will be exposed,and that terrifies me.

If anyone wants to communicate more about this feel free to comment