i have a bad habit of showing my naked body (M19)

M19. it has been very long since i'm using telgrm for watching porn. Recently i found this channel 'cum tribut*rs world' on telgrm. It's basically a channel of 30k members with a live video call happening 24×7.

First, i used to see the chat of the group and many people were messaging to show off their sisters/gf/moms. I used to jerk after contacting many people from that group by seeing their IRL girls and imagining them nude. I wasn't very fond of joining the video call of that group as there's always men jerking off in there.

so basically i'm a virgin, and a very fat person. I've always dreamed of having sex with a girl and that lust is killing me from the inside. I have so much lust to do sex that even being naked in a room by myself makes me wild. Whenever my parents go outside and i'm home alone, first thing that i do is get naked and i start rubbing my ass and dick on pillows, walls, and everywhere possible.

So, one day i was bored and was home alone, i opened that group and thought of joining that vc and jerk on video in that vc. Since i'm very fat my man boobs are wayy big. A person in that vc messaged me that my body looks amazing. I thought what did this man see in me of liking. I said thanks. He asked me if i was open to do a private show for him on vc. He said he would pay me something. When i heard this i was shocked in every way possible but was also kinda disgusted that why would i wanna show a man my body cuz i'm straight.

Still, i gave it a thought and agreed to him. I cleaned my bed, turned on all of the lights in the room, placed my laptop on the bed and called him. It was my first time so i was a bit hesitant. He started by abusing me and instructing me to do things to my body like to press my boobs, lick my finger, spit on my nipples, slap on my ass. 2-5 mins went by and i fucking started enjoying this. I've always wanted someone to look at my naked body, and now someone IS actually doing that regardless of the gender.

I did everything he said, even when he said to insert 2 fingers in my asshole, i hesitated a bit but still did it as i was very slutty in that moment. He wanted me to moan his name while i fingered my asshole, which i did. I was fingering my asshole and jerking off and moaning his name all at the same time. And we both finished and cummed while this.

He said he enjoyed like he never did and said i live you to me asked me to give a flying kiss to him. We ended the call and he gave me 200rs on gpay.

Since then, my inner slut has been awakened and whenever i get home alone, i find myself a client, or just talk to my regular one and do a nude show and make money out of it. I fucking live doing it, I love being slutty. I just wanna be naked in middle of the road while all the public jerks on me. I've been so used to doing nude shows that i've broken all the boundaries. I've even drank my own cum and pee, put a cucumber in my asshole, and god knows what not. I'm still straight, but i do come in that slutty personality when i'm alone.

P.S. - if you want my pics then feel free to ask