First off I love sex toys and my bf knows that. We haven’t dated for very long, end of aug, but he knows I’m an extremely sexual person. I’ve used my vibrator during sex many times, we’ve used some light bondage toys, rope, candles, cuffs, etc.

I have 2 dildos. My lovely 6 inch, girthy pink one that’s not much bigger than avg, and I have a 9 inch, realistic, thick, heavy black one. I don’t use the 9 inch one thaaat often as it hurts, but sometimes I prefer that full feeling.

This morning I woke up with a small lake around my throbbing pussy and was craving the big one. After fucking myself stupid and nearly passing out I got up and got ready for the day, forgetting the dildo and lube in my bed.

My bf came over for lunch and we started getting a bit frisky. In my room he went to fluff out my blanket and saw the black dildo in the middle of my bed. The look on his face was fucking priceless, like some mix of cheating vs being turned on while confused as hell. He asked “wtf is that” and I couldn’t help but laugh. “Oops” I joked, but he didn’t think it was funny.

Something about it, like, mentally fucked him up. He got super upset and asked why I would do that. I thought it was funny and still don’t think it’s a big deal, and told him I don’t care if he masturbates. He said it’s completely different. He actually left my apartment and we didn’t have sex and haven’t talked in a few hours.

To be honest, I think it turned him on a lot more than he is leading on.