Hey Reddit, this is a bit embarrassing for me to post

I (35F) have something I haven’t really told anyone about, even my closest friends. It’s a kink I discovered by accident, and it makes me feel super self-conscious, so I’m hoping getting it off my chest might help me feel a bit less… weird, I guess?

Basically, I have this thing for cum tri butes I know, I know. It sounds ridiculous! I don’t even know when or how it started. I was just scrolling through random NSFW stuff , and I stumbled on a tri bute post someone had made for a girl. I’m feeling a weird mix of shock and intrigue because I’d never seen anything like it. But at the same time, there was something about it that felt strangely flattering.

Maybe it’s the idea of someone putting in effort just for me, or the way it’s meant to be a compliment in a weird way. It’s hard to explain, and part of me feels like it doesn’t make sense, but that’s just what I feel, and it drives me crazy that I’m into something this random.

I feel like this is such a niche kink that people might not understand it, or they’ll think it’s too “out there.” I don’t know if I’ll ever really come to terms with it. I wanted to post this here and maybe see if anyone would give me one