Created a throwaway just for this.

I have been in the industry for a while now. When I was a young starlet, someone who could “help” me with my career invited me to a party. I was told it was just a party at a famous rapper’s house. It turned out to be more than that.

They always start the same, people having drinks and some other things but nothing out of the ordinary. But after certain hour people know it’s on, the lights dim and people just change. It’s wild.

I tried to act a little more innocent the first times I was approached by men on these parties but after I was made a regular that facade was gone quick. I was sucking anything I could get my hands on for hours, make up and hair were absolutely ruined for the rest of the night.

I was probably used in such ways that most people can’t comprehend, I could probably have PTSD from that if I’m completely honest. But I loved it. And yes my career did improve substantially after that, almost by magic I was booking way more jobs in my industry and climbing up the ladder.

The first one I went too I was there more to connect with other people in my field, networking really. But I stayed too long and if you don’t leave after that certain time you can leave until much much later when things wind down. I was very drunk by then and didn’t notice the time, was surprised how quick things change from normal LA party to complete filth. People knew it was my first time too so I think they were much more gentle with their kisses and touches, later on that stoped but by then I was so horny I didn’t wanted to stop.