Overly dramatic? Maybe. But not far from the truth.

For nearly a year now I’ve had my eyes on this man. He’s exactly my type: big, tall, brunet, handsome, nice smile, great sense of humor, and so kind! I knew I had to have him. It started with small simple gestures like making sure to say hi every day, smiling, waving, walking by his office so he’d see me pass by. I’ve spent more and more time just chatting him up in his office, gone out of my way to put myself in his line of sight. I text him constantly and he barely replies. 😭

The thing is, I wouldn’t go to these lengths if I knew for sure that he wasn’t interested. But I’ve been told by a coworker and friend that she can feel the crazy sexual tension when we’re in a room together, and she can tell by the way he looks at me that he wants it(?!)!

He has all the professional integrity in the world so I know he’d never let anything happen and that KILLS ME!! The hours…hours I’ve spent fantasizing about sucking this man’s cock. The days. The weeks. I need him. Inside. Immediately.

It doesn’t have to be a relationship. He doesn’t even have to fuck me. I just want his dick in my mouth. Just let me taste it! For God’s sake just let me see it! 😫

All I can do is keep walking by his office and hope one day he pulls me inside and under his desk.