I have not had sex in many years. That’s right, years. I have been married for 25 years, and early on, we got it on. However, over the years, it got less and less until it became extinct. My wife is older than I am, and is in menopause, and she also has vaginismus, which really really sucks for her I know.

Among the many problems, is that I am hyper sexual, and always looking for release. My wife is the complete opposite, and has zero interest in it completely. So, I often and routinely and quite literally take matters into my own hands. But that does not compare to being with a woman.

I won’t cheat on my wife. I won’t leave my wife. And I have to sexual attraction to my wife. But I really miss the feel, the smell, the taste.

So, why am I still with her? She makes great French toast.