Hi! I'm back (F/46) with a quick update about my affair with my former intern (M/20). Ryan's birthday was last week. We weren't able to do anything during the week but he was able to come over this weekend when the house was empty for a bit.

It was the first time we had met up since I went to his apartment last, too, so I was a little nervous. Just him and me, though, no surprise roommate this time! I met him at the door and had decided to dress up a bit, as a 'gift.' A red lingerie set, matching heels, lipstick. I think he liked it!

We made out a little right inside once he closed the door and then I asked him where he wanted to have our fun this time. His birthday, his choice! He said he wanted to use my son's room, at least to start. I was a little nervous but agreed. Once we were in the room, he stripped and I got on my knees. I wanted to make sure it was a special time for him, so I tried even harder than usual to keep eye contact! I already had my hair in a tight ponytail, too, and encouraged him to grab if he wanted to. He did!

He definitely made the most of it, there were a few times I was a bit nervous about how I was gagging. More drool than usual, I was feeling pretty messy honestly! After some time he stood me up and turned me to face the bed. I asked him not to mess it up, it would raise questions, and he agreed. So I bent over the bed and he pushed into me standing up.

He was so energetic! It felt like he was putting it all in with every thrust. The whole time he was saying how hot it is that I'm a bad mom and how I should beg him to give me another kid. So...I begged him for it. I don't think I'm very good at that sort of over the top acting dirtytalk stuff, but he seemed to really like it! He didn't last long at all after that.

Ryan seemed pretty happy with his gift when he left. After he did, though, I decided to try something people on here kept asking about...I cleaned up a little and changed into something a bit more casual.

And when hubby and my son got home I made a move...We rarely do anything and he seemed pretty surprised but he went along with it. So, as our son was in the shower, we went to our room. It had to be quick. He seemed really surprised when I sat on the side of the bed and pulled his pants right down. He didn't question it, though, when I took him in my mouth. Honestly, it was a bit disappointing after Ryan - he didn't even think to grab the back of my head and he isn't as big - but I was focused on it. He got pretty hard pretty fast and I told him to lay on the bed.

Again...disappointing compared to Ryan...but it wasn't bad. He commented on how wet I was and THAT got me really into it. I asked him to use a finger on me, to help me get there too, and he tried a little. Again, not bad but not as good. When we heard the living room TV turn on, we knew we had to hurry. Thankfully he was really close and he finished in me like that. He cleaned himself off and went to take care of lunch while I got in the shower.

It was my first time doing anything like that with hubby after being with Ryan and the contrast and the risk was incredible! Thanks to everyone who suggested it!