I feel a little embarrassed to confess this, but I need to talk about it. I like to touch myself with the edge of the table. Yes, I do. I do it when I'm home alone, but I also do it when there are people in my room.

It's strange, but it turns me on more to have someone around while I'm doing it. My friend Juan came to visit me a few days ago and we sat down to play video games together. I was sitting behind him and started touching myself without realizing it. He didn't notice or pretended he didn't notice anything. But now I wonder if he really noticed or not. What if he found out? I don't know what I would do if that happened. I feel a little scared at the thought of the possibility.

Even though I'm a little nervous, I like to admit that this is something that excites me. I don't know if it's normal or not, but for me it comes naturally. And now that I've confessed it, I hope I don't get in trouble with Juan or anyone else for this sisterly secret.