I've always been someone who's enjoyed receiving anal for my entire sexually aware life pretty much. I was playing with my butt way before I was even aware of the stereotype of it "being gay" or something. As someone who's done this for years, I can assure you I've gained no attention to guys lol.

I started off as most do - using fingers. But that very quickly got old, and I needed something more. Particularly something that'd get deeper. Eventually, a hair brush handle became my go to for a few years. But I started to get a desire for real toys. Now I've always known I'd eventually get a toy or two - it's always sat at the back of my mind. There were times I almost bought one, then backed out. Mainly because I still live with family and I wasn't sure how I'd intercept that package. But then, the answer to my problems came - pickup point locations. I know other places have had them for a while, but it's a newer concept here. For those that don't know, it's a location where you can have packages sent that isn't your home. The one I used accepted packages from anyone, and all I had to do was show the staff my code and I'd get the package.

The first toy I ever bought was a butt plug. I've wanted one for a long time, especially because I crave the fullness and the stationary aspect of it just being there. I picked it up and I was using it regularly ever since. After several months, I needed a proper replacement for the hairbrush handle. As far as it's served me well, I need something proper. Something thicker, and longer. I eventually found something I felt comfortable with - a dildo with 6 inches insertable length and 1.4 inches in width. I picked it up and as soon as I was able to, I went to town!

Firstly, the length. It's gone deeper than I ever had before and it was just an incredible feeling. Width? Also an incredible feeling, especially feeling the head of the dildo pop in from the pressure of pressing it against my hole, and part of the shaft just sliding in me. It gets me every time! Thrusting is incredible, way way way better than the hairbrush. Pairing with lube, it can be a really slippery time. I got a lube applicator along with my dildo, which is a syringe type device where you draw some lube, then you push the tip inside you and unload. So you can directly lube the inside of you. Putting a full load of lube directly inside, plus a pump of lube slathered all over the dildo makes that thing go in so damn easy. Like crazy easy. I was bracing myself against the wall with one arm and using the other to absolutely pound myself as fast as possible. No friction whatsoever, I take it no problem.

One last thing I've found out about this dildo is that it fits an O-ring. So I'm hoping to get pegged with this very dildo someday! Gotta get your money's worth with the things you buy these days, right? 😉

I hope you enjoyed my walk through memory lane and my experiences with my first dildo. This definitely won't be the last dildo or sex toy I'll buy either lol.