I’ve been a really bad friend lately😓. I wanna start to say I really hate the rhetoric that men and women can’t be friends cause people may think this story proves its true & I really just don’t think so😭

Anyways, I have quite a bit of guy friends from uni. I had them introduce me to their friends & I’d start hanging out with them on the regular. So we always had smoke sessions & everyone matches & sometimes it would be at my place and I would offer everyone liquor. Yunno just being a good host type vibe😅. At one point things started feeling tense and getting a bit awkward—around this time I was definitely ovulating heavy. I was taken over with thinking about just letting them all slut me out at the same time & I felt like they could hear my thoughts because of how tense things were. 🙈

Since then I stopped smoking and hanging out with them in fear that I’ll really let then take turns with me with the slightest pressure😫