Throwaway acc.

Basically the title. I don't know where this is coming from, but lately I just cannot stop about dicks. I am a happily married lesbian woman in a 8 year relationship, never had any desire for men or their bodies, but lately I found myself becoming more and more obsessed with them.

I don't even know where it started. But as soon as I see one, I get extremely horny. It's not even about the man, it's about the dick itself. I've masturbated more in this last month than in the last year, everytime I think about it, I just have to go look for pictures and I end up fingering myself, every single time.

I never saw a cock irl either, but I have fantasized about it so much lately, just someone whipping it out, making me absolutely horny to the point I just want to suck it.

I have a healthy sexual lifestyle, so it's not like I'm starved of it or anything. It's something I dare not tell anyone, nor my wife, not yet at least. I know she probably will understand, but I still haven't figured out where this obsession is coming from or what it means.